.better..?.

well things are going a bit better.... not as stressed as last night lol...its lal good tho cause volleyball practice was canceled so i got time to catch up on some sleep and homework...even tho i love anythign that has to do with volleyball.......:D but yah im pretty effing excited for justins 18th!! woo woo! the countdown is now at 5 days!!!! woot my favorite number...! lol im still trying to figure out who put that other post by the name of "anonymous.." o well once i find out who it is im gonna go apeshit and beat some1 up :P hahaha...i wish....god i miss justin so much! i just wanna hug him! and give him a big kiss! hehe.. i wish he would phone me back! ugh.... lol i love you justin!!!! foever n ever!!!! (K)(L) hehe...

~Erika~

.breaking?. (stressed.the.fuck.out)

okay well you know what im not even gonna keep this fucking shit in anymore...its fuckign gay! like fuck people go on my blog and shit and say how i should stop telling rumors but when people come up to me and say well this person said it was you that said that i wanna break people up and how you made all teh rumors while the other people are starting it and acting so fucking innocent! well you know what! im fucking sick of it all people should just fuck off! and some ppl are actually nice and see whats going on...but the poeple who are always gonna be against other for bull fuckign shit reasons well thast just fuckign gay! i am sick of it all and im about to break honestly im too stressed out right now to deal with this fuckign shit right now! liek teh poeple that go on my site and bitch at me are fuckign hipocrites case they are the fuckign 1's starting these rumors about me starting other rumors..weoo you know what listen to your own fuckign advice! and FUCK OFF and stop trying to make me the bad 1! i made this blog for good things that i can say! but with all you people that have no fucking life that try to fuck mine up you better fuckign stop it already cause i cant fuckign take it anymore! honestly just leave me alone and stop trying to mkae me the bad 1! :@:@

~Erika~

im.sick.of.it.all.

okay well things were gonig really good! but iguess it wont stay like that forever! im honestly so sick of people who assume!.....honestly thats no way to get in life! other than the bad things...lol in 7 days its justins birthday! woo woo! im pretty pumped! i will prolly be going to a supper with his family! hehe.....and yah school is gonig pretty good i got no homework tonight so thats pretty cool im just gonna o to brandon for physio! haha and see ricky!!! lol hes pretty schweet! haha i have to go to debbie dunits funeral tomorrow morning.... and other than that nothign really ahs happened other than annoying kids in my class :S haha

~Erika~

the.life.

Okay well i just started this thing...and yah lol this is pretty much my life right now... i have a wonderful boyfriend that is sooper nice and means the world to me...Justin Bonchuk.....who is turning 18 in 8 days woo... (almost finished his gift! haha) i have wonderful friends like melissa laura andrea teagan courtnay and donelda and lorra and a bunch of othes haha....i went out to calgary for the team canada prospects...which i made the team! and got 8 letters from differnt universitys amd colledges already, including hawaii!!!! woo woo! lol umm i usually jsuy play volleyball.....and i pitch for fastpitch but i screwed up my shoulder these past 2 months from over use and rolling my skiddoo prolly had something to do wtihit but whatever.....in about 2 weeks i will be able to hit again...i have been liberoing for the past tournaments....so i still like that... and for the first time all my makrs are up and i have an average of 87% right now!! woo best thing i have ever seen :P and omg the bad things are a couple people makign up shit about me and menzies doing shit and how i love him still and dumb shit like that! that is the stupidest thing i have ever heard! i hate menzies so dam much right now from stupis shit! ugh..... and then my justin (bonchuk)(( which i love too much)) gets mad sometimes and god like do people honestly have nolife but to make up dumb rumors like that! jesus! but anyways that sums it all up right now......

i love you justin! and i love all my friends..... to pieces!! and especially laura cause of what she had to go throught with ehr grampa and all!! i lvoe you hun and i will always be here for you!

~Erika~